 Love Me If You Dare.Monday, May 26, 2014 | 0Superstar (s)!
Hi, my name is Jade. Born on the 8th of July. I'm already 27 and I'm a super model. Of course, I'm just kidding. Haha!
I've been trying to think of the best introduction about myself but to be honest, I can't think of anything. Because I'm a woman with lots of insecurities. No matter how many flowery adjectives I use, it will never be so real.
So what's the point of all of this anyway? I don't know why the hell am I writing this stuff? Well, maybe I'm just in the mood to type my thoughts or maybe I'm just feeling crazy at this very moment. Yeah, I know most of the time I'm really really crazy. Hihihi!
Okay, since I've started this one I'm gonna describe myself the best way possible so that at least you will have a deeper idea about me. Hoping that in the end, you'll have the guts and balls to appreciate me for who I am.
I admit I'm not that pretty. I'm just cute. I have bad hair days... dry hair, split ends, falling hair... name it. I don't have the eyes that mesmerize. My eyes are big just like this... O_O. My nose is not pointed. My face is rounded in shape, my cheeks are chubby that's why you can just barely see my dimple on the left side. My lips are thin. But I'm telling you it's 100 percent kissable. Haha! My teeth aren't perfectly white. My complexion is not too dark and not too fair. (Let me tell you something, I've been using a lot of different whitening products to achieve a fair and radiant skin.) My skin is not even flawless, I have stretch marks on my booty and my legs is somehow hairy. I don't have that super model kind of height. I'm small... really small, but horrible! I don't have a sexy body. I have fats on my belly. My boobs are not big either. My palm tend to be sweaty most especially whenever I'm stress and nervous.
I'm not a good singer 'coz my voice is really terrible but I love listening to nice music. I fell in love to 1D's music. I'm not a graceful dancer but I love to party. I'm not a great speaker, I may sound boring sometimes but once I open my mouth and speak up mind, I make sure that it has a lot of sense. I'm not the best storyteller but I can write interesting pieces. I'm intuitive, imaginative and creative. I love to read. I'm chick flick fanatic, a romantic movie and tv series addict. Chuck and Blair will always be my favorite characters. I'm not a fan of horror movies, I'm scared of bloody fuckin' monsters/creatures. I can cook but I don't know how to do the laundry thing. I'm not a pet lover. I hate dogs. I'm afraid of rats. I'm not an athletic person but I'm crazy about basketball. I'm a Miami Heat and Alaska Aces buff. Dwayne Wade and John Arigo will always be on the top of my list. I'm a hard drinker. I don't smoke and definitely I don't take drugs. I'm an adventure seeker. I love to explore. A certified soul-searcher.
There are times where I feel empowered and moments where I doubt everything about myself. I have mood swings. I'm a fickle minded type of person. I'm shy. I'm a silent and serious kind. I'm not funny, I don't smile that much. But once you know how to make me laugh I will surely giggle a lot. I'm a daydreamer, a fantasy lover. I'm more idealistic rather than being realistic. Childish and immature sometimes. I'm sassy and feisty on the streets but most of the nights my tears fall on empty sheets and have no one but my pillow to witness my heartaches and pain. I am a drama queen... a cry baby. Sentimental and too emotional. I screw up a lot. I stumble and I fall. I get it wrong as often as I get it right. But I never give up on a fight. Sometimes I feel awesome the next I just feel so lonely and mediocre. I may also be conceited and too hot to handle. The important thing is, I know there is a wisdom I possess that comes from surviving life's challenges. Learning how to make an entrance into a room accompanied by no one but me, myself and I. A confidence that comes from knowing that I am not afraid to fall because each time I fall, life presents me with another opportunity to get up and move up.
Thus, I am not perfect. But I solemnly swear that all the things mentioned above are true. This is me. Now, tell me... WILL YOU STILL DARE TO LOVE ME?
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About Me  I'm Jen'Lein Jade Larosa Guan, a writer and poet by heart, artistic, creative, intuitive, imaginative, drama queen... always in the midst of soul searching, blogger, a certified FOODaholic. Credits!
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