What's so important about this day?

I know it's mah birthday, but honestly I don't give a damn importance about this moment in my life... it's like any other ordinary day... ung tipong wala lang, lilipas din naman! so what di ba? Dami pa greeting ng HAPPY BIRTHDAY... the question is... HAPPY nga ba?

But then I realized it's not just about being happy... it's about the life and blessing God has given me... plus, sa ganitong moment ko pala din kasi malalaman how important I am sa mga taong nakapalibot saken.

Most importantly, to be thankful kasi I'm still here celebrating a wonderful moment in my life... my so called "survival years" Coz, 9 years ago nung dumating yung biggest burden sa buhay ko... and fortunately andito pa rin ako... alive na alive... still breathing at tumitibok-tibok ang puso. :)

9 years and hoping magtuloy-tuloy pa... I still want to live longer... to pursue my dreams... to be with the people I love the most... maghasik pa ng lagim sa mga taong alam kong anjan para saken...

...sa parents ko...

kay mama and papa na sobrang supportive at mahal na mahal ako... (shocks! nakakaiyak mag-type ha!)

I remember whenever I talked about my death kay mama... ung mga like ko pag natsugi na ako... gusto ko pa-cremate aq taz idisplay na lang sa bahay namin ung paglalagyan sa ashes... ung mga ganong topic ba... then si mama nmn, teary-eyed na... taz sabi nya... "kahit magastusan ako ng magastusan... ok lang, hindi ako magsasawa na samaahn ka sa hospital. wag ka lang mawawala" (I was so touched... i feel so love talaga). Alam ko super love nya talaga ako...

and with papa naman... when I was a little kid (well, little pa din nmn aq..hehe) super takot aq kay papa kasi ang sungit sungit nya... taz super strict pa...! we we're never close noon, pero nagabago naman xa... now he's really sweet... and super maalalahanin saken. masungit pa din xa kung minsan pero di na tulad before... super parang baby at princess na ako ngayon sakanya.

to my two brothers...

Janjan and Joshua...they're super different, si jan mejo masungit at moody din... mana ata kay papa..hahha! but he's ok nmn... may mga things lang na hindi kmi nppgkasunduan pero madami din kmi similarities and pag dating sa mga lakad we're always together lalo na kung inuman at nood ng basketball... kahit na I'm an ALASKA buff at maka-Gin nman xa.. the team I hate the most... super stick together pa rin kmi nyan. Si joshua ang super kulet but very sweet kong little brother... super iyakin at pikon... pero lambing naman... di matutulog yan ng walang kiss or kapag mgtampo or nagalit ka sakanya... maglalambing na yan... kaya love ko sila pareho.

my sister jocel... di kami ganun ka-close... siguro dahil na rin sa distance... super independent kasi yan. and super daldal... pati ung crush ko nung elem kami idinaldal, kaya un mula nun di na ako ng-share ng secret sa kanya. ahaha! good thing about her, kahit di xa madalas umuwi... she cares a lot pa rin sa family namin.

i super love my family they are my strength... and my inspiration. :)

there are lots of people na thankful ako kay GOD kasi binigay saken...

...no particular order...

mga relatives ko... lolo...lola...

special mention kay lolo... i miss you so much... i will always be your girl... your "BIBE"... we'll see each other, but i hope not so soon. hehe! pray for us na lang...coz i know your with papa Jesus in heaven.

sa mga tita at tito ko na mga ever supportive...

sa mother side and father side... thanks for the love and prayers!

sa mga cousins ko...

sa tatlo kong angels... couz ANNE, HAZEL and IRISH...

we've been through a lot... mga secrets... mga problems... basta! madami un... alam nyo na un... happy moments man or sad anjan kayong tatlo for me...like I'm always here for you! madami na tayong drama at kalokohan... sama-sama pa rin.

ung mga Kafwatid ko... ALDRIN, BERNARD and BROWHA...

mga tunay na kaibigan... nasanay ako sa loob ng 4 years na lagi ko kayong kasama but now super bihira na mg-kita... puro plano drawing naman kadalasan... but it's okay... i understand... our priorities are different now... i know nmn na you're always there pa rin... salamat sa technology...lalo na sa fb... somehow updated tau sa isa't isa...thank you for accepting who I am... at sa pagsuporta sa mga kalukahan ko sa buhay...

same with my few great friends...

Joan, Francis, Carmie, Mihae, Paulen, Philip...Lea, kay Joyce Kay na walang sawa sa pg-GM... mga totoong kaibigan na di nakakalimot.

kay Gen at Ajah na super supportive sa aking so called "love life"... kahit na ang 22o, life lang wala nmang love...hehe! super pinapataas nyo ang level ng hopes ko... salamat! you make me believe na may pag-asa pa... kahit na feeling feelingan lang... haha!

speaking of love...

sa aking mahal na si JOHN HARTLEY... you'll always be in my heart! i miss you so much... i just hope that you're happy... I will always be your number one fan!!! ARIGOholic forever!

...kay Choi Si Won... xemfwe maintindihan mo ba 'to... cenxa na di pa ako marunong mg-korean... ang alam ko lang... :Sarang hae! hehe! di ko pa tapos ung drama series mo, don't worry tatapusin ko un pag my time na ako.

...hmmm... at xemfwe... to the MAN I LOVE THE MOST... (wag na lagyan ng name... mabasa mo pa 2... mahiya naman daw ako...lol)... I miss you so much... thank you for the heartaches... joke! i mean thank you for inspiring me... for giving reason to wake up in the morning... for still dreaming... for making me believe in love...for putting smiles on my face... Thank you so much! I LOVE YOU!
(ayie! kiligin ka naman..haha!) i'm not asking for inreturn... ok na ako ng ganito,,, pero Lord... mas masaya kung xa na nga ang "THE ONE" :)

kay Sienna, Marjerie, Bru... sa bestfriend ko na kahit di ko na nakikita... Kaye... mizu!

and to our LORD ALMIGHTY!

thank you for all of this...

Life is like a stage and we are all performers. But in the eyes of GOD we are all naked and we will be judged according not on the way we were born but on the way we want things to be. There is no better time than now to discover all the wonderful things that lie in waiting for me.

LIVE, LAUGH, LOVE! :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! :)

Labels: -Drama Mode, -Something Personal

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