♥ Drama queen… always in the midst of soul searching.♥ ♥ He may not be the brightest crayon in the box, but he's still my favorite color! ♥ ♥ After all... I'm just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her. ♥ >>I’m Jen’Lein Jade Larosa Guan (oopppsss…don’t forget the apostrophe…ok? >> Just call me Jen…or Jade >> Born on Dec. 2, 1986…ahm…honestly, it’s really on July 8, 1986 (feeling Britney Spears lang) >>People’s first impression about me is that I’m mataray and suplada… in a way, yes I am!... maybe because I don’t initiate saying “Hi/Hello”… but it doesn’t mean that I’m not approachable… it’s just that I’m a little bit shy to say so. >> A silent type of person…that’s why they think I’m serious. (ows…am I?) >> Drama queen… always in the midst of soul searching. >> I spend most of my time inside my room… the best place to find my solace. >> Sentimental… I keep even a candy wrapper given by someone special. >> One of a kind… endangered? Achos! >> Adventurous… always on the go! I love to explore places…trip around the world (why not?!)… Meet different personalities. I would like to visit Paris, France... Japan or South Korea to experience the amazing beauty of cherry blossoms. :) >>Camera shy before…now, an instant photo addict…smile…say cheese! >> empowered yet still vulnerable. :’c >> I’m nice and sweet… but sometimes I’m devilish… an evil one…Bwahahahaha! >> I’m small… but HORRIBLE!!! >> Artistic, creative, intuitive, imaginative >>I’m more idealistic rather than being realistic. >> Theater actress wannabe… “Oh! Hi…sorry about that…I was just practicing”…Hehe! >>lights…camera…action! Film making is one of my passions… I want to be a Film/Tv director someday. Well, somehow fulfilled when I directed “Lintik na Pag-ibig” a comedy short film entry for Lipa Film Workshop…ain’t bad! >> Writing is also my thing…a true poet by heart. (Dora once told me that I’m an impeccable writer…ehem! Hehe!) >> I’m good in cooking… feeling chef, chef sa bahay namin! I hope I can put up my own restaurant. >> I’m a frustrated cover girl…Sshhh! willing to pose in a men’s magazine?! Haha! (If I have a nice body… why not?! I’ll flaunt it… but, sorry for me… I don’t have it… so I better hide it. Hehe! (magpopose na lang ako sa harap ng salamin ko sa room ko…pwedeng i-upload ung mga daring and feeling sexy shots ko… pwede naman talaga… pang-private photos nga lang…hihi!) >> My voice is so terrible… if you want the world to end…then ask me to sing…lalalalalala…lala!!! >> Caring, understanding, faithful >> A proud member of NOBSB (No Official Boyfriend Since Birth)…all the single ladies, all the single ladies! >> Actually, I fell in love twice (to Mr. JLG and Mr. RFA) but, sad to say…they just took me for granted. Well…well…well…it’s not my lost! Hmp! (uy, bitter?!) >>…when I love someone I don’t just give my “love” I also offer my “life”…I always love with all my heart. (Nakz!) >>Despite all this pain, I’m still trying to make my way through. >>But sometimes all I can do is indulge myself in a daydream of love that will last forever. (anoh daw?...ang arte mo talaga!) >> A damsel in distress patiently waiting for her knight in shining armor. >>enough of my sad love story > More info’s about me… >>I enjoy hanging out with my couzs (Hazel, Irish and Anne… They are my angels)… and of course with my superfiends (Browha, Bernard and Aldrin…my bestfriends…Kafwatid!)…including my other close friends… U4A family, my highschool friends…etc. >> I drink but I don’t smoke… definitely, i don't take drugs. lol! >> aside from watching tv, DVDs, surfing the net, listening to Home Radio, reading books, writing, reminiscing and daydreaming…sleeping is one of my favorite hobby. (at least 10 hrs. a day) >> I love spicy foods… I love pasta…I love veggies… I love siomai... I loveeee pizza! >> Chicken sopas is my best comfort food ever! >> I hate pineapple…its eeewwww! Itchy! >>Lollipop is the best medicine for my broken heart. ;p >> I’m afraid of monsters, mumu… ghosts, and spirits… whatever you may call it. >> I’m not really a pet lover. >> I hate rats… mouse… They’re Eeeeeewwwwww! Well, except for Mickey Mouse. >> I love butterflies… lovely and colorful butterflies. >> Blue is my fave color. >> I love cherry blossoms. >> Hot guys for me are- Ed Westwick, Tyler Blackburn, Earl Wentworth Miller III, Jerry Yan, Choi Si Won, Lee Min-Ho, Marlon Stockinger and Derek Ramsay. Haha! >> I’m not an athletic person… but I’m a big fan of basketball. >> I’m an ALASKA ACES buff… >> I love JOHN HARTLEY… >> I’m a certified ARIGOholic… 31 is my number ONE!!! >>Judge me… adore me… love me or hate me… but this is the REAL me!

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Lagi ka noong kasama at ako'y masayang-masaya
Kait alam kong sa piling ng iba ka lang liligaya
Kirot sa puso'y itinago, buo kong pagkatao'y nagbabalatkayo
Umaasang may pintig ng iyong puso ang sa akin ay dadapo.

Bakit may mga taong tulad mo na hindi makadama
Ng pag-ibig kong ito, na tapat at buong-buo
At bakit may mga taong tulad ko na hindi na natuto
Ayaw lumingon sa ibang dako, alam ko mang ako'y bigo.

Ika'y iasnag manhid, at ako'y iasang martir
Na kahit nagdurusa pilit ka pang sinisinta
Tanong ko sa sarili'y- bakit ako'y ganito?
Dahil ba mahal kita? sagot naman ng puso ko.

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